Baby steps, patience and uncertainty

[labug]

Ahhh the temp check.

I did that knowing I was at the point that I needed to hear whatever he had to say. And although it was hard to hear and sad, it was also good.

I was then able to really let go and I did. Again being Dd wasn't going to change anything, I wasn't ready for a new R. But I knew I was getting there and when the time came, I would have had no qualms about filing. It would have been the next natural step in the process.

I learned so much about patience, not acting on emotion and trusting the process during this that has helped me in all areas of my life.