Thank you Shining. Pick this brain any ol' time. :-)

I actually have a day, somewhat free!!

I feel like asking for more money is taking all these steps backward. I hate that person who needed all that help financially and made all those bad financial decisions. I don't want to be her anymore. I guess that's why I was killing myself, trying to avoid asking for help.

I think, for whatever reason--whether or not he helps me this time or not--I needed to feel all this. I need to forgive myself.

Last edited by LoisB; 09/18/14 01:53 PM.
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