Heather, it succcks to have to ask for help, especially with the history between you and the family.
Reaping what you've sown? Maybe, but it could also be just another lesson in this whole process.
You're really doing so great. You have a ton on your plate, but you'll get there. One thing at a time.
I read an old post of yours on M Go Blue's thread. Probably 2 days or so after you registered. We have a few things in common, just as you mentioned earlier.
Once you get on your feet, and you own that new life like a boss, I'm coming after you for some brain picking. .
Hang in. You're awesome, lessons and all. You got this.
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