newbie need help needs help part 4

[igit]

Pilot, I have not given up, however I do think that you reach a point where your own self respect kicks in. I am still working on me, and through this I have grown and it had impacted other areas of my life for the better. I have always been layed back, but now in my ineractions with all people I am not trying to impress anyone. I am just being me. It has been huge in my business and that part of my life is going to the next level.《some how through this> I am still being best dad in the world, getting my spiritual life to a place it's never been. I have developed some great friendship s with people I would have never met or known because of this. So Igit is going to be better than ever.