Miracle, two of the players from that awesome game are well known locals.
I'm just thinking back to last night and H's mood. Kind of somber looking back on his words from last night, I think he wasn't liking himself very much and projecting some of his pain onto me, trying to push buttons.
I'm going to VENT a little. I don't know hat was going through his head, but OW is selling her bass boat, it's posted at one of the sporting good stores and H came up with the idea that he wants to buy it!! It's a good deal he said. I was stunned and said no! He just doesn't get it either, why I would have a problem with his buying her boat...hello!! I sarcastically remarked "oh so she's not fishing anymore? Hmmmm she bought it because she wanted to try something different and now she's selling it? hmmm"" I mean is my H really that blind or he just stupid?! The boat is in my H's name, also.
H said that OW's called him a couple times this week, left messages, since H hasn't been answering his cell phone. Asked H when he was going to stop and get the rest of his stuff?!! I asked what he had there and he said some clothes and some medicine (he really doesn't need it either). H said "it's just a ploy to get me over there" H told OW not to call him, H was sick of her and he was leaving and she calls him! Is she that stupid or just that desparate!
He wouldn't let the subject of the boat go either. When he got into bed he said "so you really don't want me to buy the boat?" I said "figure it out".
H then asked "if I cared if he was back/if I cared that he was gone" I said yes I do care that you're back, I'm glad that you're back. H said "no you don't" so I just said "okay" and that conversation ended. I can't convince H that I care, so I wasn't going to argue with him. So we layed there a for a minute and I said good night to H, reached over and gave him a kiss and said "I'm glad you're back" and we went to sleep.
This morning he said good bye to me before he left for work. I called him this morning, yes he took his cellphone to work with him, that lasted about a week. But I knew that wouldn't last. Someone had just called our house and I thought it was H. It wasn't, but H asked me to cancel a doc appt. for him.
