Went to IC today, feel I wasted my session. Didn't really talk about my sitch much at all, talked about the world in general. I'm ok with doing that occasionally but I feel like I needed to talk about my sitch more today. I just feel like I'm going in circles....

Time is flying by and although I feel like I'm making progress, it's very slow going. My IC says I'm too hard on myself.

On another note, I have plans this Fri to go to a baseball game with an old friend from HS and SIL. I have actually known SIL longer than H, she is 3 years older than me and we are from a very small town. Our friend is from a town about 10 miles from ours and I'm pretty sure we both had a crush on him at some point way back when! lol! Good change of pace for me. I need to start doing more things outside of the house and kids.

Me-44 (45)
H- 50 (51)
M-'96

S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)

BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas)
home Oct(sep rooms)
(EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed)
insists wants D through July 2015
no more talk of D since