Can I get her back??..

[LoveMyW]

Well it's a bit of a rough day today.. I'm pretty angered with myself for saying what I said yesterday, and I can't help but to think I'm back further than step one but who knows..

Basically, I feel like the earlier days of separation and all that keeps playing in my head is the W telling me to move on and that she isn't in love with me etc.. Things seemed to be going so well too considering.. Maybe they still are, and I'm just beating myself up on it??..

I'm almost feeling like it's done for good, but I still want to keep up the fight.. That's just my train of thought for today.. I will work through it and get over it though..

On another not, DR should be arriving any day now.. Started to read DB last night, but my head wasn't in it.. Also, many people suggest DR over DB, so that might be best to wait for it..