I am clearly still hung up on expectations too. I'm sure that H and I spending the night together for his work event (getting my expectations up), has now sent me on a bit of a downward spiral because he's still not where *I* want him to be. Sometimes I do wonder if we should completely step away from each other for a while. The fact that he is still not fully committed really hurts me every time we hang out together. I wonder if I should step away until he can get 100% there, and protect my heart a bit. It seriously hurts.
M: 42 H: 43 M: 8 years S7 and D4 H has D19 and S25 from previous M Bomb: 3/6/14 OW discovered, EA & PA 1st separation, 10 days, decided to reconcile & moved back in. Fail 2nd separation: 5/1/14
