Just checked W's phone logs from last night. I know I shouldnt but I cannot help it.
The good news is that she spoke with a therapist that was recommended to her. So hopefully something gets scheduled there.
The bad news is that she called a lawyer.
I am freaking out. She is supposed to come over tonight to hang out and eat dinner with me at the house. My plan was to focus on all of the things mentioned above (admiration, focus on her, confidence, PMA, etc).
I am just worried that she is already checked out, having feelings for OM and is not interested in trying to salvage our marriage.
Given that we dont have kids I feel like she thinks this is just easy.
This is all happening so quickly. I am feeling out of control. I understand that things will get better one way or the other but man this really [censored] right now. I was feeling fine until I saw that she called the lawyer.
