If I was good with expressing the inner me like you ... I could not have written it better, It is very much how I feel.
Like you I keep my sense of humor, have had her in my life since 18 and haven't known anyone else, nor cared to. I have said it to people who don't understand ... I love once, sure it may not work out, one day I may have to send her out to sea, I know deep to the core of me I will never love another the way I loved her. How could I .... 24 years? (Adds fingers in head) ... yeah
I pray too that when this hurricane finally passes we can clean the foundation and build the M of our dreams, understanding how little things can make it go so wrong and so fast.
You have handled this and yourself gracefully FY ... hang in there.
