The Waiting One (and tired of it)

[Atsbaby]

So I meet Clark at football practice last night and guess what? HE IS WEARING HIS WEDDING RING! He hasn't had it on since April. Someone is serious about making this work. I am quite nervous.

What are we discussing this weekend? Is it stuff I want to hear or need to hear? How will I react? What do we talk about on the drive down (3 hours away)? What's going to happen when we return home? I know I don't need to freak out, but OMG this turn around is going so fast.

When we returned from practice, as always Clark came home. I asked him to start dinner since I had to run to the store...and he did! Not much else with help, but I don't have these expectations right now. Then shortly after, guess what? HE MOVED ALL HIS STUFF BACK HOME!

It was awkward this morning. He was grumpy and not very nice. He still doesn't feel well, but I'm not going to make excuses. I remained positive and did what I needed to. I even offered to make him lunch.

I really feel lost right now. I'm so overwhelmed and confused. I don't want him to hurt me again. I can't do it a third time!