Not a whole lot of communication with H. I could really use some advice regarding this. I feel like the lack of communication is not a good thing but following DB rules I know I shouldn't initiate contact. Last time I needed to get info to him I emailed him....he then texted me, very brief convo about a "business" matter, at the end he engaged in more conversation about D16 but seemed to cut it off fairly quickly. Did the same thing last time we were communicating as well, asked if I had heard from S19 and when I responded he didn't reply again. Lots of mind reading going on on my end. When we do communicate, other than the fact that is usually just by text, it's "normal" and friendly.
I guess my question is, considering our situation, should I continue with the way things are or reach out occasionally?
Am doing much better taking care of me, still need to work on GAL but getting there!
-Taking my meds (anti-depressants and hormone) -taking vitamins -drinking more water -walking, working up to running at least 3 days a week, usually with a friend -going to bed earlier
-have also been subbing more, working on a permanent position -continuing making progress on the house (still a ways to go) -still researching the coffee/gift shop for sale -looking into taking photography courses (depends on work) -looking for races to sign up for (5ks to start) -going to plan a football party (once my house is back together) use to have several during the season and haven't had any in a couple of years!
Overall I feel better, think I probably need to set some new goals for myself. I already know one of them is going to be to eat better, just one more step to a healthier, happier me!
Me-44 (45) H- 50 (51) M-'96
S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)
BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas) home Oct(sep rooms) (EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed) insists wants D through July 2015 no more talk of D since
