I really don't want to celebrate it, I'd prefer if my mind would let it go completely. I was almost there this year dang it!
I hear you kat. Yes, my feelings are valid but they are just that, feelings. That doesn't mean there has to be any action associated with them does it? We can't always have what we want anyway. Better to learn to accept disappointment and move on than to dwell on what you didn't get.
I am happy in a lot of other ways and I will continue to hold on to that.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!