So I sent a text to my W thanking her for her advice in how to handle my resignation. I resigned from my job this morning.
She replied that she's always been my biggest supporter and is proud of me. She asked if it felt good.
(Here's where it went downhill...) Me: Feels good, but to be honest, it's a little bitter sweet because of what's going on with us.
W: I understand. Sometimes life takes us on unexpected twists and turns. I believe everything I go through is a learning experience.
Me: Up until 3 months ago, you have always been my lighthouse. Just know that I will always be yours.
Last Friday at dinner, I said that my feelings for you have never changed. I was wrong.
My love for you is stronger now than it has ever been. It flows through my soul like an energy that serves as a driving force in everything I do. And it kills me every day that I can't express this love to you. I am trying as best as I can to give you your space. It's the hardest thing I've ever done in my life.
Ugh!!! Did I do a lot of damage to myself here???
M: 15 years BD: 6/25/14 EA/PA: starts 5/14/14 11/30/14 - A ends 5/15/15 - D is finalized. 11/28/15 - Start of new LTR with a wonderful woman (and still going strong)!
