Hello my grass growing friends, things are quiet in the garden.
Didn't hear from WAH for a few days since his charming message about home is where the heart is. I didn't reply, per your wonderful advice.
Last night at 2am I got a text message: "hello?"
I am assuming a drunk text. I didn't see it until the next morning.
This story just gets sillier and sillier.
I feel more and more that the grass is not greener but actually that his grass is simply dead. I used to love playing on that lawn, it was so soft and easy and comfortable and convenient. Now that lawn is so dry and brown and dead and smells bad too. If it got watered and reseeded, would it regrow? Maybe. Would I still be happy and comfortable over there or was it just that it was convenient? Would I be better off looking for another lawn to call my own?
Yes I know - all men are pigs hahaha. No just kidding. I know all relationships and people have troubles and if I found someone new there is no guarantee that things would be better than they are with my H. That is one reason why we DB.
I am just starting to feel hopeless I suppose. And I am really hurt by all his stupid behaviors these past months.
Just venting here. I am not doing anything about it other than slowly becoming more detached and distant in my heart.
Anyone have advice about his drunk text? Do I reply? Say something clever? Say hello back? Ignore him until he grows up and is able to have a normal conversation?
