Shining- thank you for being awesome and brave enough to put your journey through this out there for us to see. It is helping immensely to follow the process.
Interestingly the part about not receiving love because you feel you don't deserve it- I see that in my MLC H. And for awhile I was not like that but I was also the people pleaser and perfectionist who made sure I did everything to deserve it- and when I couldn't do that anymore- well- that's when my self esteem crumbled into a pile of chit!
We are all on the same journey- me, you, our MLCers ( they just do it with a little wider destruction in their wake). We can do this and see the beauty in the potential of the finished product! I see it in these vets who are guiding you.
Rock on blossoming into your awesome you!! Nerd cheerleaders are at your side!!
Me 41 H 40 M 20 T 23 S 19,16, 8 D 13 BD1 dec 2012 not sure going to work BD2 sep 2013 seeking a D Filed oct 2013, D Feb 2015 Life is about daring greatly, about being in the arena- Brene Brown
