Hey my friend, I have been thinking about you. So glad you stopped in.
You know, Nero, everyone is different. How we handle things, how we walk things. There really is no one size fits all. And that's ok, ya know?
Not making a decision is making one. For right now, yours is to just keep going. One day, you may make a different one. I think you will know when you absolutely need to.
I am so glad you are doing better in a lot of ways.
I dont at all think there is anything wrong with loving deeply or hoping or believing. That's all we really and truly have, I think.
I am sorry about your family. It is a hard, hard thing to get your mind around. Just do the best you can. That's all anyone can expect.
Good for you for joining a gym. I am thinking of joining one, too. I also need to look for more things to do socially. I have been lacking in that area for awhile. You know I am around anytime you want to hang.
I am going with that you have fortitude and strength. The easier thing to do is to walk.
I am thinking he is a combination of who you thought and who he is.
Only you know how much and how long you are willing to accept what is. For right now, you are able to.
I think you are inching along, Nero, to where you want to get to. I think you are starting to see that you want some more in your life. That's always a good thing.
One day the answers will come. When you are ready to hear them. Until then, just keep going.
