Go, Shining, go! You put yourself out there, but it's to get yourself somewhere! Good work. Keep going. Don't feel weird about some of these things (well, any of them). I think many are normal. We all have insecurities. Good for you to address them and grow. You have excellent guides walking you through this. They know what they are going, and they are really getting you to work, huh?! Yup, Shining, you were already amazing. Before you know it, you will be on top of the world. A girl only a fool..... You know.....