Thought I would be at a basketball game tonight, wanted to get more things and sneak away. Saw that I was here, told me he hated me and that I was B!
You know what I'm not even going to tell you what he said, it was the same old stuff. It was all about him being sick and me not caring, why didn't I have S call him to ask how he was, to say hi Daddy. I said "why didn't you call S? I mean really who is this man that he can't even call his own S, expects me to call him?
H told me I should be gone on Saturday ALL DAY and take S too as he was moving all of his stuff out..all of it!! Now that I'm thinking about it, why should he care of if S saw him moving when it would be obvious to S that he had moved when we got back home?
I didn't hold back and I told him he was better off where he was, that he was mean, he was verbally abusive and that he had a drinking problem. I told him something was wrong with him that he was insane. I didn't trust him around our S either! I totally blew it with H I know that now, but I just couldn't shut up.
I told him to go to the lawyer and get his papers. He said he'd get joint custody. I said no he wouldn't, he abandoned us twice and he then got mad and said something about paying the bills and I said no, emotionally..he then got ready to leave and I said there you running off again our S.
S had just woken up and was kind of groggy didn't even really care that his dad was here. I told S that daddy was moving out on Saturday, that he wasn't happy living here. At that point H came back in and just stood in the doorway to the living room. I tried to get S to go see him and he wouldn't. H stood there some more and think he was getting ready to cry and he left. Left the garage door open, also.
I just had to tell him, let him have it like Laurie told me not too. But I'm just so tired if him blaming me and if you could have seen the anger in his face, I got scared, he came really close to me at one point and he was mad.
I don't know people, I'm sad, but I just couldn't take the blame anymore. I told him like it was and what I thought of him..it wasn't pretty.
Oh, then he told me that I wasn't even trying to make this marriage work!! I said yes I was, you weren't trying you were talking to her the whole time. He admitted talking to her and so why is he saying I wasn't trying. I told him he didn't even want to talk to me.
