This is terrifying - I hope you understand

[Shakspr]

Any advice when you feel like you are in neutral? I mean, I am doing the GAL stuff, 180s (such as fitness, calm, more child involvement) and TRYING to stick to Sandi's 37 rules blueprint.

I just feel so blah (which, admittedly, is better than blue.)

In the military, we called it "marking time" which is fancy talk for marching in place.

I suppose the answer is patience. And using the gift of time in productive ways. And finding another step outside my comfort zone.

My work - my actual high-paying job - is being affected, and I know it. Suppose I better take my own advice, then:

2 Timothy 2:15 (NIV)
Do your best to present yourself to God as one approved, a worker who does not need to be ashamed and who correctly handles the word of truth.