I don't want to hijack and wanted to let you know I relate. Yes, i do my fellow nerd in a cheerleader costume. I struggled with "I just want someone to love me." Part of mine stems from wanting to be accepted and feel *regular* or *normal* (whatever that is). Everyone that feels they aren't worthy of love doesn't come from an abusive family.
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer