It wasn't easy.... I've been here a while, lol. I just don't like saying it, typing it, thinking of it. Which is why I need to..... I just didn't want it to still be the way I feel. I thought I addressed this with my IC after my first M. I thought I dealt with it, but obviously not.
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WHY do you feel that way ???
That's the part I don't know. I can't find it. I have no memory of being abused, or neglected.... I just don't know. I'm guessing I stopped right here before, and dismissed it.
