"Shouldn't I be cautious?"

Of course you should be cautious. HOWEVER, you are injecting your own insecurities into what you keep saying you "know" he is thinking.

You haven't stopped that habit. That is a big thing that you haven't changed and from your H's POV, will have you reverting back to the way you before.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER