Shining, I swear, you and I would have a ball hanging out.

And yea, about the face I made.....LOL!

This crap isnt for the faint of heart. Thats for sure. But, I see you, S. You aint really chicken. wink

I do see you trying to figure it all out. Like you are trying to get it all on the table and sorted and fixed and done.

Yea, dont do that anymore. smile It's crazy making.

So, you are seeing some stuff about yourself in regard to your self confidence and how you put yourself out there to the world of late.

For me, the confidence thing was a huge one. That and the not feeling worthy.

So, pick a couple that really are affecting you. We can pick those apart some til you are ready to move on.

You will see eventually that most of it is all tied together.

I am getting excited for you, sweetie. It will be hard....but you are made of tough stuff. You forgot that for a little bit.