I would love for him to do my whole list. This is a man who would do anything for everyone who asked and not for me or at home. So, this is a little strange.
I have no problem being around him and enjoy it. I know not to expect anything to come of it. I am just wonder if it makes it easier on him? Or he is thinking differently about our sitch? Or probably just being nice still feeling guilty?

Yes, he will never, I am afraid, ever stop the lying to avoid confrontation or getting caught. That is just him frown He will always say when I say why lie about it? He says I didn't want you to get mad. This was learned from childhood!!


M15 T19
D13 S13
BD Affair 9/13
S 11/13
D started 6/14.. dropped court date 10/14 H attorney can't get it together.
Still with long distance ow. Still hates me.