#43. This isn't going the way I expected

[kat727]

Deep breath! I broke down and called my Mom and Dad. I actually told my Dad which felt better rather than having my Mom do it. I felt such a huge weight getting that off my shoulders for now. I am still going to have S18 tell them because he should.

I certainly know where I get the realistic approach of things. They took it really well but I told them my thoughts and what I have said and they agreed with me. I really do appreciate them if they drive me batty at times.

I was just so stressed with them not knowing. I mean really at this rate it could be Thanksgiving or later by the time he told them. My mom said she could see why he hasn't been able to spit it out since I didn't tell them for a year about my ex's affair and having moved out. I said yes but they knew that if somehow we got back together and they knew he had an affair and so forth, that things wouldn't ever really be right with it. She admitted that.

Anyway, I can breathe.

kat