well I met with GF @company thing yesterday. Started good ,ended horrible.She told me another very personal thing about herself, then small talk, happy talk.went and did company thing. I asked boss if I could leave early. boss said ok. I said I'm outta here to everyone.GF was 10 seconds behind me. pretty good till now . then I asked her if we were still considered together? GF said she didn't know. I said if she texts or calls every couple of days, I'd wait forever.Gf went to go back to company thing, I asked for her hand. I held it and said I LOVE YOU. she said she knows and will call me later. no call or text yet.My heart is for this WOMAN I feel horrible for what I did. I talk to DB coach tomorrow thank GOD.
All other talk was in a manner of how good/great GF IS and will be.


ludicrous speed so we can go plaid.
Some people have one of those days, I have one of those lives.