Chapter 3: I think I'll try defying gravity

[juliegayle]

Thanks Job. It just all felt like it was caving in on me today. I ended up filing a police report on OW tonight.

I had blocked text messages from her and I thought I blocked calls but it didn't work and she kept calling. Finally I answered with the intention to say stop calling me. She starts going off on how rude I am for not responding to her text and she is trying to be the better person and think of the kids and I am so selfish and she "knows plenty of people who will put me somewhere and her uncle is a state trooper and he will take care of me" and "I don't know who I am messing with" (just like h said last week). I told her I would not listen to threats and hung up.

I called police and they said unless I wanted to press charges someone would call tomorrow and to call back if anything changed.

A few minutes later h comes in my rooM with OW on speaker. They (mainly she) starts going off on what a Bitch I am. No wonder he left me. I am a horrible mother. I am selfish because I have to work 3 weekend a month and choose not to get together with her on my one weekend off. I am a bad mother because I only have one weekend off. She doesn't believe the vet and believes h that my dog should be put down. On and on. I jump in and she starts blasting me for being a controlling Bitch and talking over her. .... crazy. She is just spouting back all his lies. Like he was a totally innocent party and just sat there while I yelled at him for 10 years. How can she believe that?

Then she says "do I need to come over there. " at which point I called the police back and said I wanted to press charges for harassment.

She starts yelling some more and h takes off somewhere by foot.

How is this my life.