Previous link above. Feels like I am writing a novel.
So S tells me this morning J asked him to be best man in his wedding to OW. I asked S how that made him feel, he said he didn't know. He doesn't like her but...I said it was up to him to discuss it with his dad. He said he wanted to talk to someone about it. I suggested he go to counseling, he wants to talk to someone at church.
I feel like I have been punched in the gut. Why? What does it matter? They are joined at the hip anyway. I guess it cheapens our marriage to know he is marrying her exactly six months after our divorce is final. I worry what that means for our kids? I have no doubt J is marrying her to get her inheritance. No question in my mind. There is just no karma harsh enough that I can wish upon them both.
So I am going out with the guy from match. I am emailing two others as well. It still doesnt feel right. I suppose the first step is the hardest.
WH
AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012 Two kids, one dog D Final 6/18/14 J marries OW 1/24/15 "No matter where you go, there you are"
