still holding on - 4

[u-turn]

I hear that I cannot ask the questions. I get very impatient and want to make things move on weekends for some reason.

I've done well just playing along this weekend. I'm working a lot so limiting interaction helps. I hate the fact that I cannot trust that the friendliness she is showing is genuine.

I know to look at the big signs, but I have heard here to look for any little sign too. I just don't know what to trust.

The ball is in her court and she won't do anything with it. Or is this her move?

She goes in for a hug almost every time she runs into me now. It's nice, but not what I'm looking for (I wish that was enough for me)(I need the statement because I am not good at reading signs - proven). She actually came into my office twice today (more than she has done in the last several months). All this is just mind reading fodder for me.

I will make it today - Relax - step back - back to work.