So today is 1yr anniversary of BD- and H seems to be a bit all over the place. Who knows if it's that or if he even remembers.

S7 stayed with him last night and he brought him back over around the time I was leaving for my massage ( figured I needed to do something nice for myself today).

I have colleagues coming over today and I had told him he was welcome to stay and swim but he decided to leave a little while ago.
I said " oh you don't want to stay?" He said it's not a matter of want ( there goes that thinking again). He said his attitude right now is not good for anyone and that I deserve better. He seems angry. Says it's all him and his own issues.

Ok- peace out- I have my own things to do today......


Me 41 H 40
M 20 T 23
S 19,16, 8 D 13
BD1 dec 2012 not sure going to work
BD2 sep 2013 seeking a D
Filed oct 2013, D Feb 2015
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