So we had a good hour talk, just the two of us catching up on various life and job stuff, including some personal commentary by her about how her IC is helping her and how she feels great these last few days. I felt it was personal and we connected. W mentions the OM call last night and says "I got a txt [from OM] apologizing for the call" (because she pretends they are not in constant contact). I decide to not dive back in and reply with "you know my stance on that issue".

.......and I just got in a taxi for my trip to the airport. W gives me a hug, says "I love you." I don't say anything but offer to help with S and D however I can while I'm away. I get in the cab and W. blows me goodbye kisses.

So so confused. I know this will be a roller coaster but I am sick to my stomach right now. So I'm not supposed to believe anything she says, but do I not believe the "I love you" part or the "I just signed up for a dating site with a secret email address" part? I feel like I don't know what the h*ll is going on- are we feeling good and connecting or are you looking for other men? It seems so so strange to keep DB'ing when I just want to shake her and say "WTF do you want????"

Big huge important week of business meetings this week that I need to be at the top of my game for, but all I want to do now is stay in my hotel room and be sick.

No idea how I'm supposed to handle this latest development. Off to re-read the rules again.

Last edited by Bart42; 09/14/14 06:17 PM.
Me: 45 W:43
M: 15, T:21
2 Kids- S-14, D-12
A Started: 10/2013
Discovered as EA: 6/2014, as PA: 7/2014
A changing, not ending
Start DB'ing 9/2014
Same house, same bed