Do you remember Thornton? He went no contact for 6-8 excruciating weeks. Every day, sometimes a couple of times a day, he had to be encouraged to stick with it. We never hear from him anymore because his W was willing to baby step back to him.
And if you want a cautionary tale, check out Tarheel and also DBinSF in infidelity.
You went NC to protect yourself. You are worth it.
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15