Maybell is right. You have to take it slow and easy.

Ask some vets for advice. Don't hesitate to butt into someone else's thread to ask: they won't mind. Do it now. We're all here for each other.

M: 57 / EW: 52
T: 21, M: 8
S: 18, S: 15
Bomb: 1 Jun 14
EA Aug 2014 I think
PA Feb 2015 possibly sooner