Well I probably made the #1 mistake trying to hold on, but at this point I have nothing to lose. I texted the OW today. I am not mad and bitter. My husband put her in our mess so I figured what the hell. I told her not to freak out but she is still talking to him and he only talks to when he needs something or when nobody else is there. I asked her if she could tell where his head is at. He is so far away from us and I have only been given bits and pieces from him. We talked and I told her that I wished someone would advocate for me and she talked to him today. As I was afraid of it didn't go over well. Got a few texts chewing me out. I didn't respond. He called a little while ago. He sounded calm and told me to call him tomorrow. I am afraid of what he is going to say. I guess I opened up this can of worms, I will have to take whatever he dishes out. I just don't know how to get through to him. He is acting desperate to replace me and he is laying it on make himself sound so mistreated. It's driving me crazy...this is so hard when I can't see him....
H:45 M:44 D:15 D:11 M:16 T:22 BD:4/14 OW:4/14-8/14 H still refusing to try Praying every day for a miracle
