GB - you sound so good and ready to just move on - so proud of you after 9 months. And with 3 kids - me too - it is a crazy life and i have to repress my anger from taking over but then think I am just grateful to have them - they really do light up my life. Please keep posting and let us know how your new chapter takes effect. It is still so surreal at times to think of a future without my H but I think it is peeking through the clouds a little more with each passing day.
