I know. A weak moment caught me. It feels like my soul has been ripped from my chest. Yuck. I feel hopeless and I hate that.
BF:40 M:33 SD: 12 T: 8, never married, no kids together BD: 8/4, "I'm just done", "...too tired and burnt to try". PA confirmed 8/5 "It happened, but it's been over for almost a year".