Thanks everyone! Can I say something as honestly as possible? Occasionally, it feels like a lifetime ago that I was with xh. It's very odd.

I have been decluttering my house and still have a long way to go. The feedback from one agent was "extremely clean. (She must need glasses ) but waaay too many toys. Yes. Perhaps she would like to remove them and see what kind of reaction s4 gives her??? Another agent sent feedback of "too many projects!" Tell me about it sista! That's why I want to sell it!!!

Today was the first time that we were going to follow the parenting plan. Xh was supposed to get them at 9 and D texted him that was too early. He said 4 was better for him:-). S11 refused to go and xh said he was sick of his kids not wanting to spend time with him when he wanted them too (very telling statement). I just smiled, told them to have fun and hopped in the car. Did I tell you guys the judge from my hearing came out to chat with me? Very nice man. And he wore a bow tie.

Been busy with S11 decluttering , throwing stuff away, and trying to make the house look inviting. Watched some football and took s11 to dinner. He is so cute. I refer to him as the missing member of One Direction. And practiced smiling and saying hi to everyone. This is not difficult unless I find someone attractive (you know the "oh he's cute" kind of attractive) which is like .001 percent of the population. I gotta practice though in case I decide to try to date again. Just typing that made me queasy. Yikes!!!!!

I appreciate everyone's support. So glad I found this board. Hugs and liberty heel stretches to you all:-)

Last edited by Georgiabelle; 09/14/14 02:14 AM.

3 kids
BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. )
Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style
D final 9-9-14
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