T, oh, I am pretty sure I'm the Mayor of Stubbornville. I read your threads again today. I had read them when I first came here, early on, but I'm finding as I go back and read again, many things mean more now than I could relate to back then.
The distinction between letting go and still loving him is a faint understanding... I think in starting to really really get it. Not enough to do it... Almost. The house sadness is pushing me that way. Knowing I need to be better for my kids is what will get me there.
