To Pursue or Not

[Arcola]

I may have to look into a nanny or sitter once we are separated.

So last night I had a setback. I tried to console her since she was upset about moving out and all. Aside from our sitch, she had signed a 6 month agreement on a house rental and was suppose to move in this Fri. As far as I know she doesn't have anything in the house as of yet. Plus we had some unexpected things come up that requires more money out of pocket. So given all those things is why she's mad.

But back to the setback. I felt like a fool afterward. I guess I was expecting her to give in and have sex. She didn't budge. I also spoke some of my feelings towards our sitch and she didn't validate those feelings. So me looking more of a fool.

The only thing good/awkward about the night was that she came from second job and watched a movie with me. We were like 10 feet apart. Anyway, major setback and time for me to detach again, hopefully longer than 4-5 days.