But I won't fight like that again. Breathe. Just shows what an inconsiderate jerk. I know I started it. But he started this whole thing! However I must be accountable for myself. I DONT WANT TO BE WITH A JERK AND HE IS ONE! Why do I give it energy? He just wanted to get under my skin, right? Why? Can't he just see he has hurt me? I know I was wrong. But I am hurt bc of him- why does he want to rub it in and make me feel worse. He is having a baby from an affair. He was unfaithful and now doing that????? I am so dumb for starting it, but dang.
