need to GAL

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Thank you for understanding fundad. We were fwb for some time but I didn't feel comfortable about it after a while. That intimacy moment was just out of control. I want aware of the OW at that point and found out after that, which [censored]. No more snooping and no more sex. I should make sure he only talks to me regarding the baby. It's just so disappointing when the man who loved you is sensing romantic messages and gestures to someone who he just met. And also when he puts other people before his own daughter. All day he hasn't even texted to ask if his daughter is feeling better, ugh.its been 2 months of this craziness but I'm trying to be patient and wait the next 4 months to see if he really wants a relationship with his daughter. Having a baby makes this harder than it should be. I guess I was the only one who took my vows seriously. But, you are right that he is immature and taking advantage of this situation. This all started because I lied about hooking up when I was in college. He claims he lost trust in me after he found out. And mostly, he just regrets not doing it(since he thinks that's what normal people do). And then, throughout the year, he made more excuses about me. He said we didn't do anything, just stayed home blah blah and didn't agree that my pregnancy had anything to do with the changes. I feel that it's his regrets so he just needed a reason to get out of this M. Having the baby complicated this for him.i think he got early mlc and cold feet about the adult responsibilities. I'm done making things easier for him and babying him. He can find someone else to talk to about his life. I feel like a single mom already. I just have to be strong for my D. When she grows up and ask me questions on this, I want her to know I tried everything and that he didn't deserve us.