Labug, I hear you. That was part of my realizing my weak boundaries -- that I apologize for making the choices that are best *for me* almost every time I'm bold enough to do it. That also was a big part of my dissatisfaction in my marriage, that I resented my H & my kids for ignoring boundaries that I didn't have the nerve to hold firmly. Also that I am excessively outward-motivated, rather than from within. That's my priority area for growth/180, whatever you want to call it. A lot of things will fall into place for me as I start making progress there.
Wherever that fear came from, I'm a big girl now and it's time to take responsibility for myself.
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15
