need to GAL

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I just had to vent. My H is making frustrating me. I moved out a week ago. He wanted to see the baby so i came over with the baby since he needed the car for the next day. I tried to avoid being intimate this this week after baby and i got back from vacation. He tried to pursue the last time i was over but I refused. This time, he tried again, even though he had apologized for being inappropriate the last time. Then, I got snoopy when he went to shower. He had been seeing someone and had been constantly messaging her on Facebook, which is why he probably deleted me and his mother. And they had sent pictures to each other too. And they have already seen each other because they had a picture of them together. I was just disgusted. It took a lot of strength to avoid confronting him. But, i saw on the message thathe was driving 6 hrs today to see her. That's why he needed the car. The sad part is that the baby got sick last night so obv i end up doing everything for the baby. Since the separation, I've taken care of the baby so there is more stability. It just hurts that he would sacrifice time just to see some random girl that he met and has no time to spend with baby. He even went to the gym super early to go spend a few hrs with the OW . Looks like she doesn't want him to spend the night there, so he may be driving back, on a weekend. I broke Sandi ' s rule but no more intimacy with this insensitive person. Surprisingly, it didn't hurt me that much but it is sad that his impulses are more important than his own baby. Sorry, I just had to vent somewhere so i could resist my urge to text my mother in law.