It would be my booty call then, he's not asking me to fill his need, he said he will fill my need when I need it.
I dont think he would ask me to fill that for him right now because he's way too prideful to ask. He's spent 7 months pushing me away but the past few months there has been some progress.
He's said a fair bit about the lack of intimacy in our marriage so Im hoping that this will bring us closer together eventually. Perhaps he will be able to compartmentalize to begin with but surely if this is what he was wanting to feel close to me, then wouldnt this eventually bring closeness?
In the beginning of our relationship, intimacy was never an issue but as life went on and hurts came in, I wanted other forms of intimacy first. I think it was really a lack of understanding relationships for both of us. Since separating, I have learnt a great deal and seen where I went wrong and this was a major area.
I guess I want to know if this is a good idea going forward in our reconciliation, even though H isn't seeing it in that way right now?
Im honestly just excited to be in the same room as him. I would have rather been talking or having lunch but again, Im trying to do 180's and this would be a big one for me.
