Ok last few days have been hell .
W told me a few days ago that she is leaving on Sunday , which has meant I've had to try and put on a brave face for the last few days and try with all my might to stop myself from throwing her out .
She still hasn't told the kids yet , says she is speaking to daughter tonight when I am at work .
Don't think she is going to talk to S as he isn't talking to her anyway .

But to top it of she has said she wants no contact with me unless it is about kids , she is saying that she needs to find out if she will miss me .

This is really killing me .

Help!


Me 40
W 37
Together 22 years
S18
D12
WaW 12/08/14 after affair exposed , suspected for several months
W returned home for 2 weeks to see if can handle family life
After the 2 weeks she has left .