Inside my chrysalis 2

[pilot]

ss, I am really sorry you are in a funk right now. I understand why you are, and I wish I could make it better for you. I am sure we all would if we could. I am happy you are concentrating on your GAL activities for the near future. It really will help with your mood. As for your D and losing time with her, well, I face an even bigger problem. My W has the affair, and yet in the new state we live in, should a D proceed here, the standard MO is the mom gets physical custody. That is something that eats at my very core. I had no idea anything was wrong in my marriage, always thought I did everything I could to make my W happy. Turns out I did not understand LL, she has an affair, never really wants to work at M, and then ends up with the kids? Where is the fairness in that???

At any rate, I really hope you find your smile again soon. You are such a joy to have on my thread and hope you stick around it!!!