newbie need help needs help part 4

[igit]

Because she can see she is loosing control. She calls me tonight while she is out w kids to ask me what I am doing. Earlier in day I txt her to ask if she was ok with me going out of town for 4 days in 2 weeks. She asked me what I was going to do. I told her I was doing the walk to emmaus, which is a 4 day christian retreat real big deal in our church. Something her freind told me she wanted to do. It's a men walk 2 a yr. Womens 2x a yr. She said why don't you wait till nxt yr.WHAT! I said I needed to do it for me. And I felt like I was drawn to do it now. I am thinking why do you want me to wait till next yr. Then she tells me they won't be home for an hr. I still out of habit call her honey. So I said I will be sleeping honey when you get home. I feel like she is confused rt now she feels like she is loosing control. And she is a control freak. Good day for igit. Just being me no expectations.