1 step forward, 1000 steps back - part 6

[mdu]

Too late Wonka. I did not get to this until after the fact. I did pretty well on my own, though. Had some fun in the outdoor hot tub

Only 'issue' we ran into was I ended up having a nightmare about H and OW and woke up crying. But H was good about it, asked me what I needed him to do to help. It's interesting how the closer we get the more of the pain from the A comes up. I guess it makes some sense, though.

We chatted a bit about the A. I asked H if it was about the sex and he said no (I didn't think so). I mean it was in part because our sex life had really stalled pre-A but it doesn't sound like it was the major draw. It seems like it was primarily the talking and attention from her. He said he enjoyed talking to her. He also said that he did not feel loved by me pre-A (and obviously during). He said that he started to feel loved by me again after the A was revealed and I stuck by him and was willing to examine how I contributed to the M breakdown. He's going to research the 3 marriage counselors his C recommended and send me some info about each so we can pick one. He wants to talk about a plan to come home.

So, we're definitely on our way