Thank you Shining and Lisa... mostly for just being there during a pretty dark day.
It's times like these that I make big mistakes. I become so introspective and want to work on things so badly that I itch for a temperature on the relationship, to find out what he's thinking.
I want to not backslide this time. I need to find a separation group or something. I've checked out meetup but I've found nothing local.
It's sad that I wish I had one divorced or separated friend. Talking about it helps but sometimes talking turns to venting and that keeps me more stuck sometimes.
It looks like it's cheetos and chocolate chips for dinner. With a glass of wine.
It's sad because I had my hair done today. My make up looks nice and I'm dressed nicely... yet I'm having cheetos alone on my couch. I'm clearly not GAL the way I'm supposed to.
